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Unsafe Haven

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The Hollow Spaces of Buddha....photograph by Abdul Karim

The Hollow Spaces of Buddha....photograph by Abdul Karim

Abdul Karim is Hazara refugee who fled Afghanistan in 2001 after persecution of Hazaras by the Taliban, the Pashtun and Tajik ethnic groups in his home country. (That was the year the Taliban detonated explosives which destroyed the Bamian Buddhas, which for 1500 years had watched over Silk Road traders, missionaries, Mongols, merchants, herdsmen and farmers.

Abdul was one of 170 refugees crammed into a boat, which almost sank on the voyage from Indonesia to Australia before being intercepted by the navy hear Ashmore reef. Before that he’d spent time in asylum in Pakistan. For five months he lived in Curtin detention centre in Western Australia and then lived for over three years under Temporary Protection Visa. Abdul’s extensive research on Hazara refugees in Australia includes an honours thesis – Refugee Diaspora; the Hazara Experience.

Last year he returned to Afghanistan to photograph the suffering of the Hazara, for whom Taliban atrocities remain vivid. Centuries of Pashtun expansionism in Afghanistan has fuelled Sunni prejudices against the Shi’i Moslems. Driven into central Afghanistan, they have lived economically compromised and geographically isolated for decades. This exhibition at UTS documents the daily struggles of ordinary Hazaras rebuilding their villages, their children playing in ashes and ruins, their old men mourning mass graves, their families being homeless, nomadic, the fear, intimidation and hope of a rigged election.

With heart-rending portraits and landscape documentation this is a very worthwhile perspective into the terror and persecution that drives Hazara refugees towards the dangerous journey of so-called ‘unlawful’ asylum.

Unsafe Haven
by Abdul Karim
UTS Tower Building
Broadway
September 5-October 7

Written by Michelle

September 14, 2011 at 00:14

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Thoughts on Indian Independence

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Secundra Bagh after the slaughter of 2,000 Rebels by the 93rd Highlanders and 4th Punjab Regiment. Albumen silver print by Felice Beato, 1858.

Although I’ve been amiss with keeping my blog this month, I’ve been writing furiously. I’ve had some poems published and my short story “Disappearing” will be appearing in a forthcoming issue of Etchings, a beautifully produced Melbourne-based journal edited by Sabina Hopfer of Ilura Press.

August is the month of India’s Independence Day and I was most fortunate to have been invited to a special celebration in Eltham organised by Meera Govil, the proprietor and Events Manager of Eltham Books. I read poetry with Susan Hawthorne and Prakash Govil at Machan restaurant to a full house. It was wonderful to experience the exchange of cultures in this close-knit community of book lovers. Meera’s recollections of her grandfather’s memories of Independence in 1947 and Prakash’s sung eulogy were quite emotional for me, as one deracinated. Independence Day is a time for me to reflect on the anti-imperialist uprisings which canvassed social, democratic and economic reforms. Aside from a non-violent revolution there was a protracted century-long history of bloodshed, wars and mutiny. Freedom fighters were incarcerated inhumanely and tortured in the Andaman Islands at Kālā Pānī (black water), the cellular jail constructed in 1896 by the British.

Independence is also a time for me to consider the many women activists who made important contributions to the movement. One of these women was Bhikaji Cama, a Parsi woman from Mumbai who was influenced by the sufragette movement and who designed one of the earliest Indian flags. Another was Lakshmibai, the Rani of Jhansi, who led the great uprising in 1857. Here she is much like the embodiment of Durga, both beautiful and fierce…

Rani of Jhansi

It was wonderful to read poetry within the context of these broader discussions and indeed to be a part of Meera Govil’s
community cultural sharing. Like the daawat: the palak paneer, aloo zeera, fish tikka we enjoyed, poetry, it seems, can be appreciated by writers and readers alike in a variety of ways.

And later this year I’m invited to celebrate the 50th anniversary of Goa’s Liberation as a Portuguese colony. This conference: Goa 1961 and Beyond is organised by the IIAS, Goa University and Coimbra University. I’m sure it will be confronting and exacting, inspiring new directions for my work, as well as being enjoyable. I’m looking forward to relaxing and eating some great food.

Written by Michelle

August 26, 2011 at 00:43

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Vishvarūpa launch

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Why did I chose Shiva to be the cover of my new book, Vishvarūpa, since the word makes reference to the multiplicity of Krishna when he reveals himself to Arjuna at the battle of Kurukshetra?

Perhaps because Shiva is a god of the south, as well as of the mountains; the ascetic and the animist. He is an accretion of gods, a figure built from many countries and districts, his cults more ancient than those of Krishna. He is also the transexual, the ardhanarishvara, whose origins can be traced back to Plato’s myth of a lost androgyny.

I like his dreadlocks, depicted in this bronze Chola dynasty image as the fan that radiates from his head. Look closely and you will see on the right side, the goddess Ganga, the personnification of the Holy river Ganges, who according to legend falls to earth through Shiva’s hair. In his dreadlocks, there is also a crescent moon and a drug-inducing flower expressing the wildness of Nature.

In the Nataraja form Shiva’s eyes are closed as he dances furiously in a trance to the tantric cycle of birth and death. Some say he is stoned. Eponomously, he is the destroyer of darkness. His South Indian aspect is found in some of the most ancient temples in the subcontinent.

Vishvarūpa was launched, sublimely, by Judith Beveridge last weekend at the Friend in Hand pub in Glebe (photographs at this link)

The book is available from 5 Islands Press http://fiveislandspress.com/catalogue/vishvarupa

Written by Michelle

July 22, 2011 at 13:43

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Material Girl

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I was a material girl last week end during my attendance at Poetry and the Contemporary, a symposium organised by michael farrell and Ann Vickery, inspired by the Language poetics of Ashbery, Olson, Howe.

Somehow in the midst of all this Jill Jones launched my book Vishvarūpa, a brief lyric moment, which some might describe as spanking the open poem as it floated through the evening’s indiscernible substances. Afterwards some of us walked the length of Lygon Street all the way to La Mama to catch dinner.

But here’s where it all happened: at the Victorian Trades Hall, and if no poets are photographed outside it maybe because they were mingling within the spaces, making coffees, herbal teas, lunching on vegan delites or breaking lines in the labyrinthine corridors and rooms of this historic building which has been the venue for many fringe events and forums.

Highlights for me, at least, were Andy Carruther’s paper on Sonic Ekphrasis, Jill Jones/Bonny Cassidy/Claire Gaskin on Unimprovement poetics, Pam Brown’s General complaints, Martin Edmond’s wonderful eulogy to Alan Brunton, a playwright/poet whose work I had not known. Ruby Brunton’s perfomance of her father’s work was rarefied.

Breathtaking, too, was David Herd’s looping lexical ebullience. You can hear David (Visiting Scholar from the University of Kent) speak on Ashbery’s humane poetics from 2-3.30 in the Woolley Building at Sydney University, July 13.

Written by Michelle

July 13, 2011 at 00:59

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Maker of Birds

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She’s a Welsh mythological figure, a beautiful woman called Rhiannon, dressed in gold and silk brocade, who ambles on her white horse into the fifth century kingdom of Dyfed up to a magical mound. King Pwyll sends horsemen after her, but she cannot be captured and always leads. She calls out to Pwyll confessing that she comes seeking him, and she would rather marry him than her fiancé, Gwawl. She would describe her spouse as ‘feeble’ in wit, and one day take the Celtic sea god, Manannan, for her lover.

If I believe in her, who could blame me? She’s from the Bright World. The maker of birds her song is so beautiful it sends you to sleep and when you wake your pain or the danger you face has gone, and you see three birds dipping their wings as they fly away.

Stevie Nicks wrote the song in ten minutes.

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There are traces of bird imagery in poems of mine selected for the summer issue of Fox Chase Review which is now live. Also featured is the London-based Hong Kong poet/editor Tammy Ho Lai-Ming and prose by Nicolette Wong. I particularly enjoyed reading poems by Josiah Bancroft and a haunting fiction on the fragile subject of infant death, by William Hastings. Founded in 2007 in Philadelphia, for the last two years this eclectic and elegant literary journal has been edited by Diane Sahms Guarnieri. A Reading Series also enables invited authors to showcase their work.

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Written by Michelle

July 2, 2011 at 22:45

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From one script to another …

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I have been so preoccupied with finalising my gorgeous new book, Vishvarūpa that I’ve not blogged for almost a month. My use of Sanskrit words in the collection led to considerations as to whether, when and how I should assign a notion of difference to the romanisation of these words. How should one language be represented in the script of another? Should the phonetic complexities of Devanāgarī, with its voiced and unvoiced consonants, its aspirated and unaspirated ones, which are so carefully distinguished in Sanskrit, be transliterated in the roman alphabet? This is made complicated when vernacular translations of the oral form differ from the standardised written form and share semantic value with the written form of the translator’s language. So Śiva becomes Shiva, so pūjā is commonly written as puja, or even pooja.

How authentic are the transliterations when they ignore the Devanāgarī ligatures; those beautiful horizontal lines from which the consonants are hung?

The earliest surviving script in India is Brahmī which is found on rock inscriptions. Devanāgarī emerged in the first century AD, but Indian phonetics was highly elaborate and well differentiated several hundred years before the Christian era.

What authority do I, for whom Devanāgarī has been erased by the coloniser’s language, (exoticised by a forced conversion, if you like), exercise in using Sanskrit? With what authenticity could I lay claim to it? And what of limitations in the printer’s font, the typeset? Should I domesticise the script afterall, or would that simplification remove all trace of its difference? In considering these questions I am not unlike the ethnographer, with my insider/outsider perspective. Is the exotic positioned in a foreign locale or can it be reconstructed or reconstituted to recover its losses? Can the exotic invade the ordinary?

As you can see these were and are complex considerations, and sometimes I’m not sure how well I have responded to them. I think perhaps mine has been an intuitive response. But in the end, I am glad that the title of my book contests both mine and the coloniser’s language.

Only when we cross a boundary are we truly conscious, sentient, vital, as we break down our own categories and definitions. All art must at some point be radical in order to engage. I am an ardent fan of the Russian novelist, Nabokov, a writer who lived in exile from the language of his first dreams. He spent years revising his prototype novella, crossing the boundaries of genres: the erotic with the literary, the poetic with the mystery. And not-so-parenthetically, I note, a friend and fellow poet-novelist, Roberta Lowing, has done something similarly spell-binding with her poetic thriller, Notorious.

But I should direct you now to You Tube, where you’ll come across a video of the master linguist, and entomologist/etymologist himself, in conversation with the literary critic, Lionel Trilling, circa 1950. Go, check it out…

Written by Michelle

June 16, 2011 at 00:16

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Collective Brightness

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Collective Brightness edited by Kevin Simmonds, will be published by Sibling Rivalry Press, later this year. The contributors include Carl Phillips, Jee Leong Koh, Nikole Brown, Jason Schneiderman, Truong Tran , Nikky Finney, DA Powell, which makes me so pleased to be included. It may be one of the first contemporary anthologies covering LBTIQ poets writing on faith, religion and spirituality. Here’s just one imprimatur:

“Collective Brightness sheds a shining light on a journey that no longer takes place in the dark. The glory of holding Kevin Simmonds’s anthology in one’s hands is that it burns as the sacred text of our queer times: heavy with burden, luminous with hope.”
–Rigoberto González, National Book Critics Circle

In this video Ellen Bass performs her “God and the G Spot”

Written by Michelle

May 14, 2011 at 12:30

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Kerry Leves

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Last week, in the reluctant autumn sun our dear friend and fellow poet, Kerry Leves left us with memories, words and light, for the other side. Goodbye for now, Kerry.

Why am I sure
that this rite is what I came for?
Why does this thin smoke
pouring into a windless sky
seem like a triumph?

(from ‘Varanasi,’ by Kerry Leves 1948-2011)

Written by Michelle

May 9, 2011 at 00:09

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Cusp

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April 26, 2011 at 01:37

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In Search of Mungo Dog

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A week ago, Mummydag set off with D-dag and Mini to Mutthi Mutthi country in search of Mungo Dog. Along the road we passed all kinds of heavy duty vehicles free wheeling and wide-loading. Aside from a scary skirmish or two it seems Rainbow Man was watching over us and we reached our hidey hole in good time, albeit covered in mud.

Mungo Dog or Megacanine (MC) hails from 40,000 years ago, in the late Pleistocene, a precursor to the garden variety dingo. Radiocarbon dating of her wind-exposed skeletal fragments has excited anthropologists and archeologists into research frenzy. Although an entire fossil has not been discovered, the remains of her doggy flakes and coarse pelt vestiges bear witness to her occupation of the vast Willandra Lakes. We kept our eye out for pawprints in the alluvial bulldust.

Though this is a fruit-fly zone, we feasted on native tomatoes, quandongs, a kind of plum, acacias and succulent mistletoes. But after two days in the wind and eerie mud, we were starting to get hungry and had to resort to eating roo, of which variety, the grey or the red is recommended over the black. In the lunettes of the dried up lakes we found what we hypothesised to be a demi-zygoma of a zygomaturus. There was evidence of clay burials and the cracked shell of ochre-sprinkled eggs but still there was no artefact of the mythic and elusive MC.

In the end we retreated to a campfire and the warmth of a nearby station. Mummydag started to cook dinner: damper and roast veges, while D-Dag and Mini wandered around to inspect the empty shearing sheds and greet the ravens, the butcherbirds and the resident kelpies. All at once Mini became besotted by a shy, collared pup named Nip. We hadn’t found any real traces of MC but we’d made a new friend, and so the next day it was impossible to go out tracking, and the day after that it was impossible to leave the station, and so we have a story.

Written by Michelle

April 16, 2011 at 17:01

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